Desiderium

1. longing, desire, wish  (especially for something once possessed)

2. grief, regret  (desire for something lost)

“Ruth Ross has adopted Tanzania as home for her and her new baby. However, on discovering the seriousness of her father's illness, she is compelled to return home. Back on Scottish soil, Ruth finds herself beset with difficulties and she longs for the life she had in Tanzania and especially for Kai, her close friend and confidante there.

Shortly after arriving home, Ruth makes a shocking discovery that threatens to change everything. What began as a short visit turns into weeks and months and Ruth’s longing for Tanzania grows more intense with each long-distance telephone call.

Like a dream, the new life Ruth had carved out for herself in East Africa seems to be fading away and she is left wondering will she and her daughter ever return?”